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[12 Mar 2004|05:38pm] |
Unchained Melody <333
Oh,
my love,
my darling,
I've hungered for your touch
a long, lonely time,
Time goes by so slowly
and time can do so much.
Are you still mine?
I need your love,
i need your love,
god speed your love to me.
Lonely rivers flow to the sea,
to the sea
To the open arms of the sea
wait for me.
- Righteous Brothers
listen to the song.
-kick me in the face it makes me feel so emo, i love it.
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i think it's time to stop smoking i feel like im dying. my chest has like so much pressure on it. it hurts. i'm kind of drunnk right nw,
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[02 Mar 2004|06:57pm] |
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lately i've been full of so much hate for this school and the bitches in it. i just wanna put a gun to they're heads. or maybe tie them up and stick they're own toe in the trigger. OR...k enough. not much has been going on, im still grounded. tomorrow im off though. it's so funny how alex is trying to make me jealous being with this ugly girl. i'm just puzzled as to how he does it...w/e.
this alison girl thinks that just because she's alex's "best friend" she has some right to interfere with my business. i'd like it if she just stay out of it. that's all. now she's going around telling people stuff that i said to her, i guess cause she's scared..now people are like "i'll fucking kill her." im not scared there for i feel no need to go around talking MORE shit. i wrestle with guys all the time, a little girl is shit to me. i can't wait till i fight some bitch >:) hehehehe
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[29 Feb 2004|05:06pm] |
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new Lay out</font>
tom delonge > banq meh. k.thnx.</font>
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[28 Feb 2004|05:29pm] |
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fun = in the car with jen and katie by the water + hungry seagulls + McDonald's fries. rotfl. <3 love you guys. i flipped out on alex in school because i was pissed off that he was sitting at my table. then he told matt and sam a "secret" about me that's pretty embarrassing. he likes his asshole tickled so now we're even. What a loser. Brooke you can have him. OH! RIGHT! he doesn't want you!! eheheh. anyways. I'm grouded m0nday tueSdaY and weDneSday. whuuTevUh~@!* Jimmy. Like my new icon? kinky shit. i love you. <3 i'm waiting for jeanette to get back from the city, i didn't feel like going cause i was tired =\ anyways i'm sleeping at jeanettes house tonight = her last night in NY =( this should be fun. Later<3
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[25 Feb 2004|04:25pm] |
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I'm so sick of people getting all worked up over shit they don't even know about. Like me and alex. just like michelle said, none of you know shit about our relationship. Brooke. you make me laugh. i have a story for you; Alex walked around with me the whole day and held my hand and we talked all 7th period. Then we both cut 8th and made out when we got outside, we went to Subway with Chris, making out almost the whole time, i had my mind set on trying to bring the past back to life. I have to stop living in the past, i told alex that we can't go out. But he just doesn't give up. Brooke sorry but this is a true story. i love jimmy, it might not be true love but i know i care about him, and i love being with him, and everything else. right now i don't feel this way for any other guy. And yes jimmy. you are gorgeous. i can't go out with you though. i'll explain. just not here because stupid bitch's like to read my shit and comment like they know all. fucking wh0res. <3 sxrah <3 xo
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[22 Feb 2004|10:31am] |
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So far, longbeach sucks. It's not what it used to be. I was chillin with Mike last night and we talked about everything. He changed so much, but i like it. Everyone else is so gay. Fran and Kyle sit and play computer games all day and insult girls whenever they're around. Ray and Totino are so anal and immature, it's cute but it's also embarrassing. I miss west bab. but i don't know if i'm gonna go back to the garage. It's so tempting bc i love Jimmy, and Dan, Jen, Chad, i miss them so much. =0( jeanettes comin d0wn from fL0rida. <3sick, hopefully we'll get fucked up somehow and chill with Josh, Nick and Pat. Alex wants to get back with me, heh, let's see how this goes, i just lOve being t0rn in half. [note the sarcasm]
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You are going to marry Ashton Kutcher. He is kind
and sweet, but pulls a lot of pranks (and
probably quite a few on you too!!)and can
always make you laugh.
Congrats!!
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You are Jack white, The guitarist and vocalist for
The white stripes. What can I say, your
totally cool and can get pretty emo and deep a
lot..but still a lot of your songs are funny
and weird. go you =)
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You're Skittles!!! You have a very interesting
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| ehem. ::cough:: |
[19 Feb 2004|09:10am] |
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Frank would like me to write HIS side of the story. well i can't because i don't know what he's thinking. i know that he hates the fact that me and jimmy have sex too much. It's good sex. but it's not fun anymore...the garage got gay. As hard as it is; i'm not going there anymore. Frank. your getting what you want. i'll probably be breaking up with jimmy, just to make things easier. i really don't wanna hurt jimmy, but i'm hurting myself having unprotected sex, smoking too many cigs and too much pot. sitting in a fucking room all day wasting my life away, amy is right. i'm gonna get a job and do better in school. fuck the garage there's nothing for me in there. plus everyone hates me in there now so whatever the fuck. Sorry Frank but you called me gay [which made no sense to me], so i have a right to express my oppinions even if they don't make fucking sense to you.
goodbye.
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[18 Feb 2004|08:54am] |
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Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
And it hurts to want everything
and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
</3
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[17 Feb 2004|08:43am] |
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TheShotgunTerror: but like you = hottness
♥ new layout ♥
w/ lots of help from Dan ♥
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[16 Feb 2004|04:16pm] |
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I'm grounded. What fun. I spent the whole fucking day crying my eyes out, listening to Blink182 - "I miss you" and Evanescense - "My Immortal". [The pop/emo songs that tear me apart inside." Aw how cute. pssshhht. I'm bored off my face. Right now Jimmy's getting drunk with Jay Dave Dan Chad Jen Beth Abby. I wish I was there instead of in this annoying room with a dark cloud over my head. Frank hates me now for reasons unknown to me. Wtf? I don't even care anymore, he has more issues and mood swings then i do, and i only get mine a certain time of the month. Fucking diCkhole. he has the audacity to call me selfish. PSSSSHHHT. Wow. and says that I'm full of hate. I'll never forget that. It's funny hearing that from him. It actually does make me giggle a little. Jen tells me the things he puts her through, the things he says to her. I intake the things he says to me about Jen. I put it all together in my head = Selfish much? Fucking wierdo. Oh yeah. I'm full of hate. I wasn't the one who started it. I was the one to tell you how much I liked you back when i first met you. And how much I cherished our little friendship we had. You IMed me sweet-heart. You threw ugly words in my face. Gay? That's probably the worst way to insult someone. If there is a problem why don't you be a little more clear about it...Oh yes but thats impossible. >;\ I'm over it. I've been over it just figured i'd show the world how fucking "GAY" you are.
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[16 Feb 2004|11:52am] |
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[13 Feb 2004|09:01am] |
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i'm in a non-fixed state to entertain
i'm done with this journal for awhile
see you later fuckheads.
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Urinary track infection my ass. THANKS JIM. just kidding, i love you so much. <3 it was worth it....maybe?...not...but whatever.teheheh. me and mom made up somehow. she got me a teddy bear obviously a girl one with a shirt on that says "boys lie" teheh. femanism <3 ..with a card that said the following
[[ Sending a little guardian angel your way...to protect and care for you every day (Dear sarah While I'm not there physically I'm there in spirit. I'm only a call away. I LOVE you VERY MUCH - Mom.) ]] <33
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[31 Jan 2004|10:14am] |
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i have no house now. heh. it feels kind of wierd. like my life is unstable and uncomfortable. i'm not gonna have a house for a few months. it sucks knowing that some arab fuck is moving into my room...erasing all the memories on "my" walls, removing all the cigarette burns and stains on the carpet. it's getting to me. i'm home sick. the closest thing to "home" is Allison's house. so i'll stay there for now. staying at Jens would be like a constant weekend...and then our weekends wouldn't be fun anymore and we'd both get sick of each other.i think i'll stay at Alli's for awhile.
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